It's over. He ended it on Tuesday. I'm heartbroken. But I'm alright. It's weird, but I think it's probably coz I've been expecting it for at least a week. You can say that I've had time to make peace with it even before it actually happened. Lawyer Chick says I should take a break from the dating scene.. That I need a breather.. I guess she's right. Take a breather, I will.
You'll always be my Panda Man, Chubz..
I got home late from JP's party last night. Around 4:45am. Too tired to wash my face and fell asleep with my make up on *gasp* (yes, I know). Just woke up half an hour ago. My eyes felt weird. I thought I still had "sleep" (ala.. taik mata la tu..) in them. Showered and stuff and finally realized that my eyes are were frigging swollen!! I don't know what happened. Maybe an allergic reaction to my eyeshadow or something, but they are SWOLLEN! I look like I've been stung by a bee on both eyes. Can't even open them properly! AAAUURRGGH!
After a week in Singapore, this is what I think of if:
1) Waaaay too many malls. Lacking of better things to offer to tourists maybe?
2) Not a lot of halal food (which does not bode well with me since i am a food lover)
3) They don't wait until everyone's off the train before getting on. (Out of all the Asian nation, only the Japanese are known to wait till everyone's off the train before getting on. Shame on us Asians tsk tsk)
4) They have Onigiri!!! Woohoo! (Can't find any proper ones in Malaysia)
5) And loads of pretty watches on sale for $5 (Singaporean Dollar)
So... did I like Singapore? It's alright. Just not some place I'd visit again anytime soon. There are enough malls in Malaysia and I honestly don't need to see anymore malls anywhere else. Bleurgh.
Currently addicted to this song :)
Coincidently, the song is an appropriate depiction of how I'm feeling at the moment.
Lyrics:
Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.
Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.
Translation:
u made a mess out of me,
u made me confused
u made me vulnerable
u rejected me, ignored me
how can i soften your stubborn heart
i'm aware that i'm not perfect
i'm not the person you want me to be
you broke my heart with the way you act
don't u realize that you've hurt me
this heart is tired of trying to convince you
this love is killing me
My Panda Man has gone back home. My life's a little quieter and not in a good way. I fell asleep last night hugging his pillow. It smells like him.
Couldn't sleep at all last night. Kept thinking about him. Kept missing him. We sure fought a lot. But I'd rather be fighting with him than not have him with me.
I miss you Panda Man...
David Cook and David Archuleta of American Idol Season 7 star in the new Guitar Heroes commercial. David Cook looks great! Great Guitar Heroes performance as well. David Archuleta is cute. So obvious he's not a rocker. LOL. Notice how Cook had briefs on but Archuleta had big boxers on? Heheheh. They probably made Archuleta wear the boxers (Archuleta was probably relieved) to avoid sexual exploitation of a minor. Love them both though!
An idiot has made an idiotic statement on how the way a woman dresses affects the probability of her getting raped or not.
Thankfully, someone had a good response for it.
A guy in my uni class once did a presentation concerning the issue of rape. And he brought forth the theory that rapists are more likely to rape women with long hair. At that point, EVERY girl in the class turned to look at me. Why? Because I have long hair and I was the only one in the class who wasn’t wearing a headscarf. It got me annoyed and I retorted with “Almost all the rape victims reported in the news are women wearing headscarves. So you guys should be the ones worried, not me.”
Hasn’t anyone noticed that rape victims in Malaysia are mostly women who wear headscarves? So, that proves that what women wear has nothing to do with whether she is more likely to get raped or not. If it does, well, then, people should stop wearing headscarves since women wearing headscarves seem to be the most targetted group for rapists in Malaysia. If anyone didn’t get the tone, that was me being sarcastic. It still amazes me how ridiculously dumb and ignorant some people are.
