A Crazy Fool

"Wise men say only fools rush in" ~Elvis Presley~

It's been a bit over a month since we first met. And it's been less than that that we got to know each other on a personal level. But here I am, head over heels in love with him. Am I crazy? Am I rushing into it? The answer to both those questions is probably yes. Yes, I'm crazy. Crazy for him. And am I rushing into it? Yes, I am. But you know what? I really don't care. The reason it seems as if I'm rushing into this is the fact that my head has never been this clear. I know exactly who I want. Him. I know exactly what I want. To be with him. I guess I'm just a crazy fool :)

Sometimes I do wonder if I would regret all of this, should things not go the way I plan. I usually do. That's the reason I don't keep anymore diaries. Every time I look back on my diary entries regarding crushes and boyfriends.. I just feel stupid. I think "What the hell was I thinking? I couldn't have been in love with him!" Would I feel the same way about him if things didn't go well and I should read back upon this entry in the future? No. The answer is no. And I am 100% sure of that. I love him and that's that. I have never been more sure of anything in my life.

Estoy enamorada de ti...

P/S: Reason for my torturous ulcer experience was a TESCO toothpaste. Apparently I'm allergic to cheap toothpaste. Bah!

Ulcers, BE GONE!

I am currently sporting three really bright and shiny ulcers in my mouth. One on the inside of my lower lip. One on the inside of my upper lip. And one under my tongue. And the coolest thing is that THEY HURT LIKE HELL! Yeah, not cool at all. I've had them for the last 6 days. Well, actually, the one on the inside of my lower lip is gone. But the other two won't budge. The one on my upper lip has kinda stopped hurting, but the one under my tongue.. I swear, it's got to be the worst mouth ulcers I've ever had. I haven't been able to eat a proper meal for a week now. And I've lost one kilo. If I wasn't so hungry, I'd be really happy about it. But I'm hungry! HUNGRY~! And the pain is getting sooo bad that it has spread to my gums. Now it actually feels as if I have a toothache! AAAUUURGGHH!! BE GONE YOU DAMN ULCERS!!

Amazing Discovery

I discovered what cures bad coughing!!

Spicy food (real spicy! Lots and lots of CHILLI!) and smoking shisha! I'm not kidding!

Went out for shisha last night and I feel a WHOLE LOT BETTER! Hail Shisha!

WORST WEEKEND EVER!

1. Lost the new phone Felix bought for me.
2. Couldn't sleep. Fretted over the lost phone and what to tell Felix.
3. Actually got sick from worrying too much. Started coughing and lost my voice.
4. Came home and realized that my cat was lost.

So yeah, now I need to save up RM1200 so I can get a replacement for that phone. That phone meant a LOT to me. Sheesh! Talk about bad luck! All I can say is F**K PUDURAYA~!

P/S The only highlight of my weekend is that me, Hiza, and Tisya totally splurged on food at TGI Friday. And also for the fact that my cat finally came home. Thank GOD! I wasn't on the verge of tears. I was already crying. Bad bad weekend!

2 Girls and 1 Cup

I was checking out perezhilton.com for my updates on the celebrity gossip world when i found a clip of perez doing a parody on something called "2 girls and 1 cup". Then I found another clip this time featuring john meyer doing a parody on the same topic. So, being the curious creature that i am, I typed it up and googled it. A website came up. www.2cups1girl.com. I clicked on it and I found myself watching the most disgusting clip I've ever encountered in my whole entire life. The clip starts of with 2 girls making out with each other. Then it moved on to a close up shot of one of the girls POOING (and yes, i mean POOING), into a cup held by the other girl. Then guess what they did afterwards? They started playing with the POO (yes, POO, feces, stool, whatever u want to call it). What do I mean they "played" with it? They licked it.. Ate it.. Then purposely threw up all over each other. Good God, have mankind gone crazy? POO! Completely unsanitary! These people need to get themselves to a good psychiatrist. *shivers* I wonder what other insane things people are capable of nowadays.

Hairspray Trailer

This is the best musical I've ever seen! I love hairspray! Awesome cast. Awesome music. Awesome dancing. Awesome everything! Check out the trailer!

--=HAIRSPRAY=--

AAAUUURRGGHHH!! IT'S HAIRSPRAY!!! I saw this musical movie and I completely fell in love with it! It is now officially my favorite movie. Award winning casts: John Travolta, Michelle Pfeiffer, Christopher Walken. Not to mention awesome young stars: Amanda Bynes and ESPECIALLY Zac Efron :) Alright, I'm not a huge fan of Zac Efron, but he's just too damn pretty in this movie! Yummy Yummy Screw, according to Perez Hilton. LOL. The story is fun, the music is awesome, and the performances were spectacular. I downloaded the soundtrack as soon as I got home from watching the movie. What does that tell you?? I love Hairspray!!